Its been a long time since i've blogged. The last time i was here was a real low, and i'd promised to myself not to come back with the same old depressing stories.
Its been a long time since i've been at peace with myself. Cant say that i'm happy but yes, i've temporarily found peace. Going by the past experiences, i know it wont last long. Long lasting contentment, happiness ( anything...) has to come from within, whereas my internal motivators have long since stopped existing. That is why there have been so many emotional disturbances in my life, and they kinda continue to exisit.
On a happier note, i'm about to complete one year of service in my first organisation. It has been a happy experience. Had a couple of learnings.........realised that MBAs are a complete waste in a place like this.....dint make many friends the whole year ( bad thing coz i tend to be painfully difficult to open up, and tend to stick to people i'm familiar with).....lost touch with some friends. One such person was "truetoheart". I miss him more than i realise, or care to admit. It is one of those things that happens to us too casual for us to take any notice....we get busywith our respective lives, and drift apart. I believe he's stopped blogging and might not be reading this, still if he does...just letting him know that i think of him often.
Sister finally finished her studies and found a job. That takes away a part of the worry parents have. The rest, too, I hope will go away for good soon.
Finished reading Half Blood Prince for the 6th time.......waiting eagerly for the release of Deathly Hallows and the movie- The Order of Phoenix...sigh..
Its been a long time since i've been at peace with myself. Cant say that i'm happy but yes, i've temporarily found peace. Going by the past experiences, i know it wont last long. Long lasting contentment, happiness ( anything...) has to come from within, whereas my internal motivators have long since stopped existing. That is why there have been so many emotional disturbances in my life, and they kinda continue to exisit.
On a happier note, i'm about to complete one year of service in my first organisation. It has been a happy experience. Had a couple of learnings.........realised that MBAs are a complete waste in a place like this.....dint make many friends the whole year ( bad thing coz i tend to be painfully difficult to open up, and tend to stick to people i'm familiar with).....lost touch with some friends. One such person was "truetoheart". I miss him more than i realise, or care to admit. It is one of those things that happens to us too casual for us to take any notice....we get busywith our respective lives, and drift apart. I believe he's stopped blogging and might not be reading this, still if he does...just letting him know that i think of him often.
Sister finally finished her studies and found a job. That takes away a part of the worry parents have. The rest, too, I hope will go away for good soon.
Finished reading Half Blood Prince for the 6th time.......waiting eagerly for the release of Deathly Hallows and the movie- The Order of Phoenix...sigh..
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I am sure if all of us open up, we all will have similar situations in our lives to share.
It requires courage to write it in a public space but at the same time it helps friends to understand what you have gone through in life.