She felt numb... ; Nowhere to go, nobody to talk to.But she could not do a thing to it, as it was her choice and her fate that she's now standing where she is...out of the fire..into the frying pan .. Better life.. : whom was she fooling, herself or her own extension of the persona which was not like her. She regretted her decision a time more, she had built her life on false promises and illusions and now the life once again had stared back to her with its naked truth, wild but spiteful.
It all started with a call and the twist of the destiny. She got what she wanted but what laid ahead, the false promises of sensitivity, friendship, to be looked after was more than she could have asked for. But in its own ways, the promise was forfeited over and over again. She was insecure and scared, as she tried to put up a brave front for the world; she knew it was too late for her and it disconcerted her time and again. She wanted to move out of the squirm of the emotional perplexity and she had been waiting for a long time for a break-free life. She was a little scared and little more forlorn when she came to think of it but the choices had to be made sooner than later...or perhaps...the choices had been made already...
It all started with a call and the twist of the destiny. She got what she wanted but what laid ahead, the false promises of sensitivity, friendship, to be looked after was more than she could have asked for. But in its own ways, the promise was forfeited over and over again. She was insecure and scared, as she tried to put up a brave front for the world; she knew it was too late for her and it disconcerted her time and again. She wanted to move out of the squirm of the emotional perplexity and she had been waiting for a long time for a break-free life. She was a little scared and little more forlorn when she came to think of it but the choices had to be made sooner than later...or perhaps...the choices had been made already...
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