Backstage Entries

Its been a long time since i've blogged. The last time i was here was a real low, and i'd promised to myself not to come back with the same old depressing stories. Its been a long time since i've been at peace with myself. Cant say that i'm happy but yes, i've temporarily found peace. Going by the past experiences, i know it wont last long. Long lasting contentment, happiness ( anything...) has to come from within, whereas my internal motivators have long since stopped existing. That is why there have been so many emotional disturbances in my life, and they kinda continue to exisit. On a happier note, i'm about to complete one year of service in my first organisation. It has been a happy experience. Had a couple of learnings.........realised that MBAs are a complete waste in a place like this.....dint make many friends the whole year ( bad thing coz i tend to be painfully difficult to open up, and tend to stick to people i'm familiar with).....lost touch wit